I’ve been struggling the past few days. I’ll recover and have actually started already. I’ve gotten used to feeling mostly ok so falling into the pit was an unpleasant surprise of unfamiliarity. Tomorrow is a new day of potential to get my emotional life back into some semblance of order.
I’ve applied for a job with probation again. This one is in a small city north of Saskatoon. It’s a position that specializes in sex offenders. I doubt I’ll even get considered, but spent Wednesday, yesterday and most of today that I wasn’t retreated in the bedroom fine tuning my resume and cover letter. The closing date is Monday. If I don’t hear from them within 4 weeks of the closing day then I’ll know for certain I wasn’t considered. I’ll keep applying though. Surprisingly enough, for a government position it pays freakishly low, not a whole lot more than I’m getting now. The difference would be the experience I’d get that could get me into working for the feds at parole.
Anyway, that’s where I’m at.